The Week My Body Let Go — My Journey with Dr. Joe Dispenza

I didn’t expect healing to look like crying at 2AM, wrapped in a blanket, with a fever that came and went for days.

I didn’t expect it to look like stillness.

But that week changed me.

I’ve always been a doer.

A builder. A fighter. A woman with plans.

For over a decade, I taught beauty and personal branding. I ran makeup classes across Asia, helped women build confidence through style, and even turned to TikTok during Covid to keep income flowing.

I sold makeup. Promoted affiliate products. Taught classes online.

Even when the world slowed down, I didn’t stop.

But in 2024, life brought me to a standstill.

For 8 months, I had no income.

The network marketing business I had worked so hard to grow paused. Opportunities dried up.

And I was forced to ask myself:

“If I’m not producing… who am I?”

That’s when I turned to the work of Dr. Joe Dispenza.

I didn’t fully understand the science at first — but I was drawn to his meditations.

I began showing up every day, closing my eyes, and surrendering.

Not to escape… but to rewire, to listen, to let go.

Then came the week of April 10.

A sudden fever took over my body.

I slept almost all day. My head throbbed. My energy disappeared.

I could barely speak, barely create, barely do anything.

And in that space of silence… I broke open.

I watched When Life Gives You Tangerines that week — and cried for hours.

The story was quiet, gentle, but it pierced my heart.

I wasn’t just crying for the characters… I was crying for me.

For the years I pushed through. For the parts of myself I buried.

For the woman I had to let go of, in order to become someone new.

By April 13, my fever lifted.

And so did something inside of me.

I stood up differently.

Not fully healed, not fully confident — but clear.

I knew I was meant to start again.

Not from pressure.

But from purpose.

I began creating again — this time, not just to sell… but to serve.

To teach women how to turn their stories, their presence, and their content into income.

To build online businesses not from hustle, but from authenticity and strategy.

Because that week taught me something:

Healing is not always dramatic.

Sometimes it looks like sleeping through the day, crying through a movie, and waking up quietly new.

And that’s what Joe Dispenza’s work helped me do — to release the old version of me… and make space for the woman I’m becoming.